In the Pit

Oh, dear friends, I must confess to you that I am in a pit I've created by purposelly not doing the right things. I just can't seem to be where I was before. I indulge in any food I want, I just don't get up and excersise, I just want to be reading a book , surfing the net, or sleeping. And then there's my mouth. Back talking, griping, saying something negative...

Have you ever been in a pit. Right now, looking up from the bottom, it appears easier to just stay here. And buy larger clothes. I know that if I just work at it for even as little as a month, things can get better, but I just lack motivation (and reach for another hot dog). I will start doing better, I say, but tomorrow never seems to come.

I will get out of this pit, I just have to want it more than anything. "My strength is my resolve" so the saying goes, and my strength comes from the Lord. So chin up, ladies, we have some climbing to do!

Jenn