Well, the day started out promising- great weather, getting off to homeschool network, our last day, at a head start, the kids were in the best of moods. But as the day has progressed my head swims with worries and downer thoughts:
It is suppossed to be like, freezing from now on weatehr wise and we don't have our heat connected yet and I can't get ahold of our propane guy.
Someone I love keeps messing up, almost sabatoging anything that he has going good for him.
I never know where the money for gas or anything is coming from.
We have had our house for sale for almost 1 1/2 years with only one offer that was really low.
The money we have saved for our next house we are having to use for day to day needs.
Though I am exercising almost religiously, the pounds keep piling on, and I only have one pair of jeans that fit.
I was doing so great as a wife, a mother, reading my Bible and praying last year, I just can't seem to get back to that point.
Yes, it's a bad day, but am I giving up? No. I am just going to pull up my bootstraps and try again. I am sorry to be depressing today. Sorrow may last for the night, but joy comes in the morning.
My joyful tip? I am joyful as I trade my sorrow for the joy of the Lord.
Trying to be joyful,
Jenn
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